I’m sitting here……. Lost in my own mind….
How can one person have this many thoughts without an explosion or fire??
Every move this world makes, I imagine the next 3 steps. Why?
Anxiety and insecurities.
Lifelong experience of things going wrong.
My mind is a vulture. It attacks when it smells fresh meat. Fresh thoughts. Good experiences.
Just around the corner it will all crash down. Life doesn’t work out for you, Pattie. Don’t get used to this.
This isnt real.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
Everything is OK. It’s not perfect. It has valleys and it has mountains. Beautiful luscious mountains. We wouldn’t appreciate the mountains as much if it weren’t for the valleys.
I will calm my soul. I will be OK. Whatever will be, will be. If things aren’t meant to be, they aren’t. No amount of fear and emotion will stop the truth.
God has a plan way bigger than mine.
God will bless me. One way or another.